Spent most of tuesday and all of today out at the farm. (With a break in between where I got a rootcanal on Wednesday). Just mowing like 50 acres and cutting down trees and wood burning stuff for people. 
At the end of the day, I'm just a farm kid. I feel so together and determined and productive out there. I'm probably going to spend my whole vacation there just being content to work hard and create space in my head before returning to my regular life.
Sometimes though...I just want to go there and stay there. I feel like that's what my life needs to be about.
One day. Yesss. One day.